i still love you
i think about you everyday and i try so hard not to, but you keep coming back in different forms.
whether its from fireworks that i watch, to places i go, or voices i hear that sound just like yours, i cant get away from you.
you have to believe me, i really try to move on.
you told me you found a girl, i wish i could find another guy, but my heart is still dwelling in the past
what we had was so perfect, it was the kind of thing every girl wishes to have
except then you ignored me and i felt useless
i felt abandoned
you completely left me without saying goodbye, and then a few months later, you come abck in contact.
i told you i didnt still love you
i told myself i didnt still love you
i told both of us that i didnt want anything serious or a relationship, but that was just to lie to both of us to make it more bearable and so i wouldnt scare you away
you have no idea how much i want to be with you
i know that will never happen because you dont feel the same way
and now youre ignoring me again and left without a goodbye
i give up
i give up on you
how do i still love you, after youve treated me this bad?
and yet, how can i not love you after everything we had?


how can i get over him?